These Four walls

As I sit and reminisce on how unfairly life has treated me I think about these four walls
These four walls have watched me laugh and be happy
These four walls have watched me cry out in physical pain from emotional scars
These four walls mindlessly stare at me while I lost myself
These four walls have watched me tirelessly try to piece myself back together
I find solace in the midst of these four walls but these four walls remind me of dark moments when the silence was deafening
I hate these four walls because it sees me for me. Isn't that scary?
If these four walls could feel and speak what would these four walls say to me?
Would these four walls tell me how foolish I am for allowing the abyss to consume me?
Would these four walls give me a hug?
I admire these four walls for it's strength unlike me
However, I know we are the same beneath it all EMPTY
These Four Walls
-Anonymous